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Cosmic Order your life…. whatever you want!! :) You create your world!

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Did you know that you can have anything that you want in your life, you just have to ask?

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It might sound remarkable. But, it’s really not. Whatever you want, is there, if you just ask. What people do not realise is that their own thinking holds them back. Too often, you focus on the negative. What you don’t have. How you are restricted. How you want x y z but you don’t have it.

If you focus on what you do not have, that is what you will attract, more of what you do not have.

This is another story, about how I needed a new house. It was 2009, I was pregnant with my daughter, and stuck in my house. I had been there for 15 years.

The housing market was really slowing down; people were struggling to get mortgages and so houses were not selling. I was in a panic, as I needed to sell. My house needed repair still, and the boiler didn’t work properly. My baby was due February 2nd 2010. How could I have a new baby in a freezing cold house?

My house was so cold, that it was colder inside the house, than it was outside. For so long, I had longed for a home which was warm. I needed a place to call home. But instead I struggled with repairs on the house that I owned.

So, on a whim, I decided to sell my house. I had to sell it to a developer, as I didn’t have the time to put it on the open market. I agreed to sell for tens of thousands less than it was actually worth.

This was a risk, where was I going to live? But, I had faith. I was having a baby and all would be ok.

Of course, I worried. So, I had done cosmic ordering before.  So, I would try this again.

Often the only thing that will hold you back is your own limited beliefs. By negative thinking you hold yourself back.

If you really do not know where to start there are websites that can help you. This is one I have used. And this is what happened.

http://thecosmicorderingsite.com/

I needed a new house. But really, I wanted the impossible. I wanted a house that was big enough to hold everything that I owned, in my own 3 bedroom house. But I didn’t want a house that needed repair. I wanted a house that would be a new house. I wanted 3 bedrooms; I wanted a large kitchen, large enough to hold the sofa, and 6ft farmhouse table that I had in my old house. I wanted the house to have a small courtyard garden. I visualised what it looked like. It would have large plants, and be easy maintenance. My dream home was a Georgian property. I loved this style I wanted a property over three or four floors. But I knew that I wanted a new home. Not an old one, because of the repairs. I was sick of doing repairs. I wrote that a garage would be nice too. And a garden shed.

Most importantly, it had to be within a tight time frame, and it had to be certain price. As my budget was very small, It seemed impossible.

But, with what I knew about cosmic ordering it was important to believe in what i wanted. The universe cannot help you unless:

  1. You know what you want. You have to be specific and ask for exactly what you want.
  2. You ask for help.

Angels cannot help you, unless you ask for help.

So, I sent off my form. I wrote it, I was specific, and I dated it, the time that I needed it delivered by. It was now end of August 2009, and I needed this by end of October 2009. Or at least, this is what I put on the form.

I began my search.  I thought perhaps, as I had equity in my house, I could look at shared ownership. I went to visit a few schemes. But there was nothing that was suitable.

I explained my position to the person that was showing me the last property that I looked at, yet another flat, in a rough area of town. I so didn’t want to bring my daughter up here. She suggested that I look at intermediate renting.

So I went home and searched on google ‘intermediate renting’

And there it was, on my computer screen, a list of a new development of properties, not too far from where I lived. I couldn’t believe it either. The price per calendar month, was exactly the figure that I had put down on my cosmic ordering form.

I went to look outside the properties, which were at the time still being built. They were stunning. I thought perhaps, I had the wrong houses. It must have been different houses? So the next day I called the landlord.

I had to send in my credit file, I did this and was accepted a week later. The person on the other end of the phone told me that I could choose which house I wanted. It seemed quite incredible. These houses were top specification. They were built for the private market, but with the collapse of the housing market, and people not being able to buy property, they were handed over to this scheme.

I went and I viewed the houses stood in the garden, peered through the windows, which house would I ask for? I had made a choice between two. In the end, I chose to move to the property which was the show home. A £250,000 home, it seemed quite remarkable.

Being the show home, the garden was landscaped as I had asked for, there was a garage. Arranged over three floors it felt like the Georgian houses that I loved. There was a huge kitchen, with big French doors leading onto the south facing garden.

All of this happened, within 3 months. I ordered it at the end of August 2009, and had moved to the new property by November 2009. I was offered the property in October 2009, just in time for my cosmic ordering deadline.

I have done cosmic ordering many times in my life. And it does work. You just have to believe in it. You have to focus on what you want. And not on what you do not have.

The house was a blessing. I didn’t realise that I was choosing a house to grieve in. As by end January 2010, only two months after I moved, my daughter had died at full term pregnancy. It has since, been the most peaceful place, in which to heal, and to recover. Looking back, I don’t know how I would have coped in my old house, with all the worries, and all the repairs that needed completing.

If you want something, if you need help then ASK!!

  • Focus on what you want
  • Write it down
  • Be specific
  • Time frame it
  • Visualise it in your mind
  • Believe it is yours
  • And then just follow your dreams, do all that you need to do to achieve what you want

It really is that simple…. try it and see.

Help from spirit when you need it most!

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I was living in my old house. A house that needed repair. And realistically, it wasn’t really work that I could do myself. Although I did try.

It probably sounds stupid, that it had never occurred to me to get help. Outside, professional help. I had always assumed that professional help would cost a lot of money.

So, I struggled to do it alone.

One day, I returned home, and water was pouring through the kitchen ceiling from the water tank above. I had one of those ceilings that had horrible artex covering. It had been there since I moved into the property. I put a bucket underneath and went upstairs and put another bucket underneath the water tank.

For weeks, I then struggled, to try to repair the kitchen ceiling. I had needed to sell the house, and my ability to sell now seemed even further away. But I tried, at first i tried to hack it off. Oh, dear the mess that made. Then I tried to re-skim it 😉 🙂 I can only manage a smiley face as I write that.

There was me, with no skills at all, trying to reskim the kitchen ceiling. If it wasn’t a mess before, it certainly was in more of a mess, with my intervention.

So, I sat at the bottom of my stairs, and I cried. How am i EVER going to fix this? It’s just not possible. Or so I thought. I cant remember if I prayed for help. But I think I must have done.

The next day, I had randomly decided to buy a tv. Not a new one, just a second hand one. I donated my old tv to a friend.

When I got to the ladies house who was advertising her tv, I was surprised as she proudly pulled out some photos. She told me it was of her son who had been in the army and he had been awarded some special medals by the queen.

I stared hard,as the person in the photo was a boy who had been in my class at school every day from the age of 5. I was now 36 years old. I asked her how his friend was, who used to be a friend of mine. She told me he was doing well, and was now a plumber. She gave me his number if ever I needed work doing.

I  thought back to the leaking water tank that had caused so much damage, and how I had been reluctant to ask someone to come in to help.

The tv was a big heavy widescreen Sony Tv. My daughter and I somehow managed to get it into the car, and drove home. But trying to get out of the car, she gave up. Said it was too difficult, that she couldn’t get it into the house. We would have to be without a tv. I almost cried. Stood outside in the street, wondering how i would get this tv into the house, and now I have given my old tv away.

Then, a neighbour called out ‘do you need any help’? and he shouted to another neighbour to come and help me. They both, two big strong men, carried the tv into the house.

As the neighbour came in, he glanced at my ceiling, and reminded me that he was a plasterer and could help. So, in a day…. i had a plasterer who repaired the ceiling, and a plumber who fixed the leak.

It was so easy. I had been making my life so much harder by struggling alone. Sometimes, if you really are struggling for help. All you need to do, is ask. And help will come your way 🙂

Feathers appear when angels are near

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I’m from your Guardian Angel
Who’s been assigned to you.
She dropped this in her struggles
As she protected you.

Each time you feel that you’re alone,
Each time you nearly fall
I’m here to remind you:
You’re not alone at all.

~unknown author

I had often read how when your Guardian Angel is close, then you will see a white feather. Sometimes a feather can be left as a sign, called a ‘calling card’. When you see white feathers it means that your guardian angel is close.  It can mean that your prayers have been answered, that you have been helped by your guardian angel.

In January 2010, my daughter Maya was stillborn at full term pregnancy. I saw so many white feathers. A week after she died, i was so confused what i was meant to do with my life, that i arranged a night out. This was probably optimistic, especially as I had a Caesarean section the week before. On the way home in the taxi, a white feather flew horizontally in front of the taxi windscreen. I watched in amazement. After this, for the next year or two, i saw white feathers float past me. I would collect them in a silver heart shaped box, until the box became full.

Life became more difficult, and financially I struggled to make ends meet. Sometimes I didn’t have enough money food. It was a tough time. By 2012, work was strained. I had taken so much time off of work to recover from PTSD caused by the stillbir

Had the angels left a calling card?

th, it was difficult to return. So many bad things had happened, that i had lost my spiritual faith. I never saw feathers anymore. I certainly never collected any in 2012. I felt truly alone and wondered how i would get out of the financial trouble that i was in. It looked likely that i would lose both my job and my home. Then life events occured which meant that asked work for a Compromise Agreement to leave. They agreed. Paid me a years salary.  Enough to clear all of my debts. I waited until the day that I would be paid, it went into my account on 27th October 2012. I had spent the last 2 years and 9 months grieving my daughters death, and making recovery but it was slow. Life felt so empty without her.

The day that I received financial settlement into the bank, i picked up a new dog, a shih tzu called Poppy. She is perfect. I walked into my home with her, now financially secure, at least for a while. There in the middle of my black garden table, was a white feather. I think …. maybe….. that my guardian angel had heard my prayers and had helped me. I paid off my debts and for the first time, my home was no longer at risk. I felt secure. I felt peace. Was it the help of an angel? I don’t know, but it certainly felt that way.

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